so, here we are
between aporia and fullness
infancy and termination
wind and salt
now and now

παρ' εαυτοις φρονιμοι
"wise in our own fashion" (Romans 11:25)

stewards of mysteries
which are running through our fingers
like thin water
and we quenched not our thirst

εως αν ελθηι ο Κυριος και φανερωσει τας βουλας των καρδιων
"till the Lord comes and makes known the wills of the hearts" (1 Corinthians 4:5)